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Intercession and Calling, Part IV: A Biblical Case Study

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(Part I, Part II, Part III)

BIBLICAL CASE STUDY

In Numbers 13, Moses sends out 12 spies to scout the land that God has given to them. These spies see how rich the land is and they recognize that the land is a gift from God to the Israelites. As they spy out the land, they recognize the reality of their world—that the land may be great, but the inhabitants are dangerous. The report back to Moses was negative—that the Israelites did not have what it takes to take over the land.

When they are disappointed by the realities of their world, the spies (save Caleb and Joshua) and what seems like the entire nation (Numbers 14.1) is devastated by the report. The entire nation is upset and disappointed, to the point that they would rather be in Egypt rather than at the frontiers of the Promised Land. There is no more hope left. Caleb and Joshua try to bring the word of hope, but the other spies drown out their voices. Hopelessness turns to desire for slavery.

Rather than turn toward God, the nation is turning away from God. As a consequence of their lack of faith and their hopelessness, God prevents anyone from that generation (except for Caleb and Joshua) from ever possessing the Promised Land. The Israelites’ hopelessness turns to death. They will die in the wilderness without experiencing the gift of God.

The Israelites’ lack of obedience informed their decision to turn against God’s vision. And that lack of obedience plays itself out throughout the 40 year journey. At the end of Numbers 14, the nation deceives itself into believing that by apologizing, they can regain God’s trust to take the land. Their desire to go to battle is yet another act of disobedience. In other words, their calling is being formed by disobedience and they re-engage realities through that lens.

The Israelites chose the path that leads to death. Contrast their story with that of Paul in Acts 18. His preaching produced mixed results. Some people responded in belief while others reviled him. And knowing Paul’s story, the apostle was persecuted and beaten for his faith and his preaching. Paul recognizes the realities of the world and it does lead to disappointment. In Acts 18.6, he declares to the Jews, “Your blood be on your own heads! I am innocent. From now on I will go to the Gentiles.”

Paul is disappointed with the Jewish response to the gospel. Immediately following this incident, God speaks to Paul in a vision, “Do not be afraid, but speak and do not be silent; for I am with you, and no one will lay a hand on you to harm you, for there are many in this city who are my people.” (Acts 18.9-10) I imagine that Paul’s disappointment was turned to intercession and Paul connected with God. In connecting with God, Paul had his calling re-enforced. Luke then tells us that Paul stayed in that place for another 18 months. Paul’s disappointment took him to God. And God reinforced his calling to stay in the very place where he may have abandoned.

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Leadership Insight 19: Inspire Ownership

In the last couple of weeks, we have launched a small group at Pierce Community college. Now I had vision to plant a ministry at a community college in the San Fernando Valley when I first came to Cal State Northridge. In fact, I thought that after we get things up and running at CSUN, I would spend half a day a week at LA Valley College to begin an InterVarsity group on that campus.

But last year, we found ourselves already ministering to students who attend Pierce. They were already coming to various functions at CSUN so it only made sense to go where we already had students. Last spring, I casted vision to the two Pierce students to build a group on their campus. I didn’t think much of it, until this past month, when they said that they want to form a group at Pierce.

We had our second small group yesterday and I am grateful to God for drawing students together in community. We had about 12 people in small group yesterday (which is quite remarkable) and I wondered what can help this group form and be a blessing on the campus.

What caught my attention was how much ownership the Pierce student leaders had for this group. The three students who have labored to launch this ministry have put in many hours to build this group. They are invested to see God do something on the campus.

One student printed a prayer for people to pray during the week and the other two students had called (not just emailed) every one of the 47 students on our sign-up sheet to invite them to small group. When these students share with the rest of the group their vision, they are sharing their hopes for the group—not mine.

What feels significant to me is that when students have ownership for the community, they will take risks to lead. Leadership is by no just doing tasks—printing prayers and calling people. But for the young leaders, these tasks are early building blocks for their development. Their leadership will not be high quality or perfect, but it is their leadership.

If the group were to hit a crisis or face extinction, those who have ownership for the group will feel it much more than those who are fringe. If I (as the bottom-line leader and campus minister) were to horde all aspects of leadership, young leaders will not be developed, and no one but me will have an incentive to build the group.

By opening up the ownership of the group to young students, the incentive to build and develop the community lies among a larger pool of people.

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Review of Mac OSX Leopard

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This post is dedicated to nerds everywhere.
I can count on one hand (two fingers) the number of times I stood in line, waiting for the opening of a product launch. The first one was nearly ten years ago for the opening of Star Wars: Episode 1. The second one was on Friday. I stood in line at the Apple Store at the Northridge Mall to get my hands on the newest Operating System—Leopard.

I’ve been using Leopard for a couple days now, and so far the most useful upgrade is integrating “Cover Flow” when viewing items, and previews when doing searches (on Spotlight). I love being able to get a preview of documents before opening the particular document.

I’m not very good at titling documents on my computer and viewing documents through cover flow and as previews will allow me to choose exactly what I’m looking for, rather than open several documents before I find the one I’m looking for.

Second, I like how folders can open as fans or as a grid. This feature allows opening a folder without a little bit more efficiently. For example in the fan mode, I can just scroll through the icons and pick the document or application I need.

Third, I think I’m going to really like having multiple desktops. I have it set up to four desktops right now. I can assign applications to various desktops, so that I can have more space and better organization. For example, I can put my email on one of the four desktops, that way, it’s not taking up any space on my working desktop.

This new operating system also comes with a program called Time Machine, which will take daily snapshots of my computer and allow me to return to them in case my system gets wiped. I am not good at doing daily backups, and this application should help me be better at doing that. The issue will be that I be disciplined and initiate these backups.

I am already aware that some applications are not working well with Leopard, and I hope that the producers of those applications will provide updates quickly. There are some minor features integrated that I probably won’t find myself using—like backgrounds for photo booth and features in the Mail program.

I have noticed that my computer has slowed down a tiny bit (and I have 2 gigs of RAM), so I’m imagining that Leopard is taking up a bit more memory than the previous operating system. The folks at Apple have improved on the aesthetics (I didn’t know that was possible). The icons look nicer and I like the new 3d dock (though I’m sure there will be plenty of complaints from those who want to return to the 2d look).

Since I’ve switched to Apple, I have been very happy with my Macbook and Apple software and I’m sure I will enjoy Leopard.

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Finance Friday 10: Choices

One of my privileges is that of choice. When you think of nearly half the world living on less than $2 a day, you realize they have very few choices on how to spend or steward their money. At $2 a day, the money will be spent for the very bare essentials—food, water and shelter.

Though at many times I may feel that I could use a little more income in my life, I am not in the same financial camp as half of the world. As my income has grown so have my choices. Stewardship focuses us to make choices. How will we choose to spend the money that we have?

In the area of our finances, it seems that there are some black and white principles, but when it comes to application, it tends to be in gray. I’m not sure whether I am making the best choices, and even if I am, those choices may not necessarily work for other individuals and families.

Good stewardship is knowing the principles and making the best decisions that reflect our convictions and principles. The reason so many Americans are in debt reflects that we don’t know how to make good choices. The credit industry has expanded our access to things that our income cannot afford. And through that, we have lost the ability to make choices.

Instead of saving for something, we get it when we want. Our choices have been reduced to the color of the product rather than whether that product is even necessary.

Rhoda and I live on a budget and a monthly allowance. That allowance allows us to spend our money however we would like but we are limited by what is given in allowance. One month, I may use that money toward buying a CD while another month, I may put some of that money toward buying a book. In other words, because there are limited funds, when I buy a CD I am choosing against buying the book.

Some tips to make better choices:

  • Allowance. Live on an allowance and operate within the bounds and limits of that money. Our allowance is (and has been since we got married 6 years ago) $60 a month each, but that may be too little or too much for your particular case. But whatever you set for yourself, stick to it.
  • Purchase on credit when you have the money. This may seem a no-brainer, but few of us actually do this. I think credit cards are a great convenience. However, my discipline is to make sure that whatever I buy on credit, I can back up with money in my checking account.
  • Pray. Pray before you make purchases. Ask God to help you make better choices along the way.
  • Accountability. I think I’ve mentioned this point in previous posts and I will probably mention it in future ones. We need accountability in making better choices. Find someone who can speak truth into your life regarding your choices.

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Intercession and Calling, Part III: The Choice

(Part I, Part II)

TWO CHOICES

When we confront discouragement, we have two choices—either to turn to intercession or to turn to hopelessness. And each path will lay a set of consequences. From experience, hopelessness tends to be the default mode for me. In other words, it takes more energy, discipline and intentionality to choose to intercede for a situation or person, rather than to be hopeless about it.

And though it would be easier if we only had to face the decision once, the reality is that we are constantly confronted by the issues associated with the realities of our world. We may choose to intercede and gain the proper authority from God to minister within that reality, only to be discouraged again.

Intercession

The continued and regular process of discouragement may over time thwart us from intercession to hopelessness. At the moment we open the door to hopelessness, we are inviting defeat and death into our lives. Success as a minister is not just defined by fruit (though fruit in ministry should give us some sense of direction). Success as a minister must also be defined by our resilience to suffer well (in light of discouragement), to turn to God for our identity and authority, and persevere as we re-engage the mission field.

Once a leader or minister turns to hopelessness, he or she has opened the door for defeat and failure in his or her ministry.

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The Launch at Pierce College

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On Monday, we had our first small group at Pierce College. I believe InterVarsity had a presence at Pierce (perhaps 40 years ago) but it had disengaged from the campus for many years now.

The young student leader looked nervous at first (especially since the door to the meeting room was locked), but she worked through that to help people feel comfortable and connected. We had 10 students at our first meeting, and it was great to hear people share about what a Christian community would mean to them at the community college.

As I walked on this campus of nearly 25,000 students, I could not but pray and ask God to raise disciples who would make an impact on campus and beyond. God’s stretching my leadership and calling, and I love to have eyes to see God at work.

At the end of our small group meeting, I gave the group a closing exhortation that numbers will never tell the whole story of God’s work on campus and we are not striving for a large group for the sake of a large group. Jesus invested his time and energy and gave his best to a small group of people, and one of his powerful teachings was the parable of the mustard seed which may be the smallest seed, but would eventually grow to be a blessing to its surroundings.

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Leadership Insight 18: Relational vs. Positional Influence

As a campus ministry leader, I recognize I have positional authority in the lives of people. My title as “Team Leader” attracts certain responsibilities and certain authority from people who are under my leadership. For example, I often find people I don’t know very well ask for my advice and guidance. Positional authority or leadership is the authority we have because of the kinds of roles that we play.

Jesus engaged his positional authority throughout his life. He was often called Teacher or Rabbi. People were looking to him for leadership in their lives. What is interesting is that those who recognizes Jesus’ positional authority rarely took the guidance that he offered.

But what I find that strengthens and has a more lasting impact than positional influence is relational influence. When our influence comes from building trust and relationship with people, our influence is inevitably strengthened in their lives. Relational authority is influence that comes outside of any title or position assigned to me.

As we commit to influence people, giving ourselves to relationships is an important and key way to deepening the values we want people to catch. For example, my family has opened up our home to people in our community to “crash” at our place often—whether it is to come and hang out or even spend the night. Our desire is not to just serve people, but to increase our influence in their lives. We want to share life with them and through that process model and interpret what we believe to be Kingdom Values.

The Apostle Paul said it well to his Thessalonian friends, “So deeply do we care for you that we are determined to share with not only the gospel of God but also our own selves, because you have become very dear to us.” (1 Thess. 1.8)

As our community grows, it is not as easy to be relationally related to everyone in the community. I am forced to prioritize how to spend my time in building relationships. In a growing community, it is tempting to defer and only lead through my positional authority. It has been a good exercise for me to learn how to build influence through relationships.

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Intercession and Calling, Part II: Intercession

(Part I)

THE GIFT OF INTERCESSION

LifeBut rather than turn to hopelessness when confronted by discouragement, we can turn to intercession. By going to God, we gain truth. We gain truth about the situation. We may see spiritual realities and have a much better and informed perspective about the situation at hand and the realities of the world. Out of our time with God, our calling will be informed. We will see how God is calling us into the “hell of people’s lives.”

And when we are with God, God will empower us with wisdom (James 1.5). And he will equip us with what we need to enter into the realities of our world and to confront whatever the situation may be.

I believe we have a choice. We have a choice to respond by interceding and going before God or we can dwell in our hopelessness. Our response to discouragement will inevitably shape our calling and sense of mission.

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Finance Friday 9: Just a little more

(Disclaimer: this post is not geared to those in poverty, because for many who are in poverty, more money may be one of several needed solutions to escape poverty. This post is geared to the rest of us who are rarely content or satisfied with our income.)

Andrew Carnegie was once asked how much money is enough and his response was, “Just a little more.” I often operate with the “Just a little more” philosophy. If I had a couple hundred dollars more a month, everything would work out perfectly.

I am in constant struggle with my finances. I find myself rarely satisfied with the amount of income available to me. Even though I have more today than I did five years ago, I still believe that what I have today is not enough.

To be blunt, it is a sin to be dissatisfied with the gifts that God gives us. In one song, worshipers declare that “Every good and perfect gift comes from God.” Yet when we are dissatisfied with God’s gifts, it is difficult to declare that his gifts are perfect.

Second, God intends to provide and care for us. Our satisfaction does not come from the numbers in our checking account, but from God. In John 6, Jesus declares, “I am the bread of life. Whoever comes to me will never be hungry, and whoever believes in me will never be thirsty.” There is not only provision but satisfaction in Jesus.

God intends for us to be satisfied with him and his provisions. Just a little more deceives us into thinking that someday we will achieve a satisfying income rather than look for the satisfaction now.

How to fight the deception of “Just a little more”:

  1. Connect with Jesus. Only Jesus can bring satisfaction. We can change plenty of behaviors in our lives, but unless we believe that God satisfies, we will find ourselves wanting just a little more.
  2. Meditate on God’s promises. Scripture is full of promises that our satisfaction comes from God. John 6.35 (mentioned above) is one example of scripture that can bless our lives.
  3. Live on a budget. When we live on a budget, we can get more clarity on how God is providing for all of our needs.
  4. Give. Being generous with our resources provides an important means to live on less and incorporate a philosophy that would counter “Just a little more.” What if we lived with the philosophy, “Just a little less.”
  5. Compare down. When we compare ourselves with those who have more, we will need more to live at that financial level. But when we compare ourselves with those who have less, we will have more clarity how we have enough.

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