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Finance Friday 13: Unchecked Pursuits

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Of course, there is great gain in godliness combined with contentment; for we brought nothing into the world, so that we can take nothing out of it; but if we have food and clothing, we will be content with these. But those who want to be rich fall into temptation and are trapped by many senseless and harmful desires that plunge people into ruin and destruction. For the love of money is a root of all kinds of evil, and in their eagerness to be rich some have wandered away from the faith and pierced themselves with many pains.

—1 Timothy 6.9-10

In his first letter to Timothy, Paul draws a contrast between those who are content with necessities and those who want to be rich. It is not ungodly to be rich. Many faithful men and women in the Bible were wealthy. But it does seem that the scriptures warn us in pursuing riches. Paul writes that “those who want to be rich fall into temptation and are trapped by many senseless and harmful desires that plunge people into ruin and destruction.” I’ve seen this to be true in my life.

After my freshman year in college, I landed a sweet internship with IBM. The job paid a lot of money (even in today’s standards) and the work load was light. As a young student, the money became the chief motivator in how I spent my energy. For two years, I enjoyed the benefits of this job, surrounding myself with new gadgets and a not-so-simple lifestyle.

When I had the choice to pursue a summer in missions, I turned it down primarily because I was not ready to pursue the things of God. Rather than be content with basic necessities, I was only content with lavishness.

The pursuit of money distracted me from the things of God. I began to question God’s goodness and was less interested in being a person of faith. My faith had suffered and I found myself struggling with loneliness, bitterness and various issues of lust.

Paul captured it well. I had “wandered away from the faith and pierced myself with many pains.” After two years, I left the job. Most people did not understand why I would quit such a “posh” job.. My faith could not handle the temptations that accompanied the job. I needed a realignment of my values.

This took place over ten years ago and continues to be an important character-building experience for me. I learned a lot about myself and about wealth. I learned that money is not necessarily the means to happiness, nor a solution to many problems. More money ruined my faith and compromised my convictions.

What I needed during those two years was better accountability and truth spoken into my life. I needed to be transparent in how I spent my money and my time and I needed people to ask me important questions that would make sure that I am not trapped by senseless and harmful desires.

Having said that, since we’ve been married, Rhoda and I have been open and transparent about our finances. I have shared my struggles and asked for wisdom in my accountability relationships, precisely because I know that the love of money is a root of all kinds of evil.

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Finance Fridays 6: Trust in God

Scripture is full of promises that God provides. Whether it is the story of the feeding of the 5000, or a straight word from Jesus in Matthew 6, our God provides for our needs. This past summer, I did some work out of Proverbs and was struck again that God reveals himself as one who provides and wants to provide for our needs.

Saying God is the great provider means that we can put our trust in him. We do not need to put our trust in our possessions, in our cars, in our houses, or in our relationships. It takes great risk to put trust in the “invisible” God. It takes courage to believe that we can live on less (because we are tithing or living simpler) and that God still has our back.

Theoretically, I believe. I believe that God is more trustworthy than anything else. I believe that God has my back. I believe that I do not have to worry. Here’s my struggle though: I don’t believe that God has my back when I put myself into financial trouble. I can trust in God when I do all things right. I don’t know if I trust in God when my sin or poor decisions lead me to financial trouble.

What God has been pressing me is the need for God when I feel like I’m in financial trouble. I need to believe the prayer of Psalm 86.7, “In the day of my trouble I call on you, for you will answer me.”

When I find myself in financial trouble (even if my actions have caused the trouble), I want to believe that I can call on God and he will answer me. Will God forgive me for my poor decision-making when it comes to my finances? Will God rescue me from my mistakes? I’d like to believe that Psalm 86.7 speaks into that and says a resounding, “Yes!”

There may be some seasons where I feel disciplined and wise in how I handle my finances. But there are other seasons where I feel in trouble and full of stress. The challenge during those seasons of stress and trouble is to still trust God for my finances and also whatever correction God may have—whether it be to stretch my giving or cut my expenses.

It’s one thing to say, “Lord, I am going to give this money away and I need to trust that you provide for my needs.” And it’s another thing to say, “Lord, I have mismanaged my money and I need you to rescue me and provide for my needs.” It’s easier for me to believe God’s love and God’s provisions with the former statement but not the latter one.

But the good news is that God does deliver us from our troubles—whether they were caused by us or by others. We need to trust God regardless of where we are and how we got there. Scripture is full of promises that God cares for all of our needs. Praise be to God!

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